YOU LAUGH BEFORE YOU CRY

You feel the ecstasy before the agony
Breathtakingly stupefied by the overwhelming
persistency of the nagging neutrality.
Bending the slate of steel as the welding
gave way to an unapproachable vanity.
You enclose in secrecy withdrawn and irritated
from the inconsistency of this duality.
Hidden underneath the round table of twelve
wiping your whimpers dumb and devastated.
You then laugh before you cry
Into the rubbles of the past you delve
Tearing apart the closet and horrified
with the revelation of the evaluated
testaments which distort reality.
You sing so merrily before you sigh
Bewildered from the preferences which excel
Scratching against the grains scorned and repudiated.
The powers to be held wool over your eye
to incarcerate your freedom and certainly repel
your capability for dissent and critique.
Raising the level of incompetent irrationality
as the advice is driven to erase and nullify
all that is parallel perpendicular or oblique.
You can always satisfy my whims
Tickling my fancy with your sensuality
Your incentives encourage and have stimulated
my spawning of the laudations and hymns.
I crown your inherent sense to beautify.
You occasionally dreamily slowly surrender
to further the tolerance as we perpetually seek
the clarification of our brethren and next of kin.
As the masterminding takes the upper hand
the mending of common principles are unique
in solving predicaments as we remember.
Transporting the virtues of intimate lands
to exceed the negative with joy to the brim.
You have understood to seal the panic in
and hold the bursts of tears to command
the hysteria to exercise its technique
within the realms of a reprimand.
Nonetheless we utilize utmost dignity
to strengthen the effect of the communiqué
rustling the leaves in the cage of the tender.
Suffering through the lack of serenity
we implore for silence and simply demand
audience for our grievances to be simplified.
You laugh before you cry
I often wonder why
Is it the fear of the uncertainty or pressure
which has its upsurge before the splendor?
Unravelling the possibility will creak
like an old wooden floor without a treasure
buried depths underneath and the last defender
will dapple polka-dots for fun and pleasure.
Blowing forth with self-confidence and audacity
you must state your position and electrify
the revolutionary conceptions to unify
with a philanthropic robustness and universality.
You laugh with a jovial thrust to render
every hilarious jester to spring with the harlequin
ceasing your treacherous insecure endeavor
accompanied with a gush of painful sorrow.
Creeping slowly unnoticed and stealthily
you share your tears with a prophet to engender
a surrounding of comfort awaiting tomorrow.
Living on water and hypersensitive within
your personal trust we speak the words so hollow
which irk the waves of compassion to sever
us from inhibitions and anoint us in totality.
We fear not condemnation and have not hesitated
to open the floodgates. Truly aware we magnify
the distraught prognosis and excessively exasperated
we rant and rave to the heavens and drearily cry.